Saturday, November 29, 2014

Live Life As It Is

I am glad God has always been good to me. Protecting and guarding my heart against those who would do harm to me. He knows how my heart was hurt and broken...and can never be fixed, so the only way to protect and guard it is to keep me away from those that can do harm to me.

How amazing is His love and grace.
I can never thank Him for His wonderful grace and mercy towards me.

God never fails to surprise me..and yet each of those surprises appear in a way I never can imagine. I am glad He still cares abt me and keep me safe.

Everyone wants to be in love but do they know that love hurts.

Only the love of God is true and real. That should be the love that keeps us alive..not the worldly love.

Saturday, May 03, 2014


Most of the time we just want to feel appreciated. Maybe that's my language of love. Appreciation!

I wish that I could really attend the wedding dinner tonight but I think it's very selfish of me to leave xuan alone. Huhu.

Nonetheless, I am glad I was invited! Hihi... I can't be so greedy. But it is great to see people love each other!

I am really glad. Even though it is so lastmin of an invitation, but i am glad. After all, all I need is a bit of appreciation.

Friday, April 25, 2014

Standing alone

Its time to realise that at the end of the day I am still alone.

The one person whom I thought will be by my side and chat with me for a very long time... Well that person just don't exist.

It's time to wait up and start living for myself. No point waiting for someone who will never arrive or never even exist.


Sunday, March 16, 2014

Happy March!

This is indeed a happy month. Blessings over blessings from the Father above! Thank youGod!!
Life is as exciting as getting a bass trombone! Everyday seems like a surprise from God. his grace and mercy never fails and never stops. All glory and praise to God!

Of course life is not smooth sailing all the time but it is at the hard times that we are reminded of His goodness and grace. We are reminded of His faithfullness, His never ending love for us!!

How amazing is God's love for us in this world. Without Him, I do not know how  i am going to get through this life...this day.

May God continue to be with my family and give us grace and mercy!!

Monday, February 17, 2014


Dear God, 

Please enlighten me. Please guide my heart and lead my path. 
I need Your grace to face the future, Your wisdom to make decisions that I will not regret. 

Dear Lord,

Please give me courage to face my future, give me wisdom to make the right decision. 
Guide me in making the decisions. And please God, show me Your way!
If this is not what You want, please close the doors, shut them tight and lead me far away from it. 

Give me courage to face the road that You have for me. 

Dear Lord,

If this is not your will, please lead me away from the circumstances, close the doors and even windwos that might lead to it. And show me the way that You have for me. I need Your grace and mercy. 

Thank You Lord Jesus. 


Friday, February 14, 2014

Happy Valentine's Day!!!

I am just dreaming..maybe this year I will have a valentine. But I guess it is time to wake up!! La la is a hard and difficult fact but it is the truth.....truth are often hard to swallow... Burp! There it goes, I am accepting it. 

Hehe...time flies, it is already mid of the month....thr second month of the year...the next thing I know, it will be mid of the year and next thing is the end of the year. 

I just got to learn to love myself more....


Saturday, January 18, 2014


Not sure why I am feeling emo, maybe of what happened yesterday.....maybe because I still feel stupid. Argh......

Not feeling very good about myself or confidence in any way......very emo!!