It was SPM year. I was young, 10kilos lighter and obsessed with things I never care at this point. I thought the ideal was to do medicine. However, I worried about SPM. That was the passport to opportunities. Desperately, I needed a scholarship.
Now, ten years later, I have the MBBS degree from London. I have got what I humbly planned for myself. I went to medical school fully funded by the government. I am actually a doctor now. But, I don't feel great at all. I only realised how I fall short of my own career.
The more I do, the more I feel unsuitable for this.
What would the next 10 years tell of me?